Ten.One Thousand, Four Hundred & Eight
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Cold. 
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Another load. 
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Coffee. Frozen waffles for them. Green juice and fruit for me. 
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The list is long. I tell myself that I will let myself watch one episode if I can get it all done. 
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I can’t tell if having your experience makes you feel more validated, or angrier. 
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“What has anger showed you today?” 
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Even though he keeps giving me permission, something is holding me back. 
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For a moment, I think I should consult an outside perspective. Then I remember that I am the only one who knows what’s best for me. Seeking outside approval will only confuse me. 
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“You’re allowed to be scared AND do what’s best for your mental health and family.” 
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I don’t think my stomach can handle another inning. 
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Soup. Bread.