Ten.Two Thousand, Four Hundred & Twenty-Eight
- I find another white oxford and a pair of thick socks. I wonder if I should buy a carton of wood for the fireplace. 
- 8:30 snuck up on me real quick. 
- Numb fingers again. 
- From my seat in the upper corner of the stands, I spot someone drinking coffee out of the camping mug I made for donors and gave to volunteers. How cool to see someone using it out in the wild. 
- I had somehow forgotten how much of a big deal this day is. I watch as the tiny tots run across the field and see the names of teams past: Mustangs, Red Sox, Eagles, Crushers. This is the last year. 
- She turns around and asks me if I’m the basketball coach. She introduces me to her daughter, who is playing on the 4th-grade team I’ll be helping this spring. I repeat their names in my head so that I don’t forget. The little girl and I both have A names. 
- We say we want the car and he offers to buy us lunch while he gets the title. He owns the cafe in the square where Jeannette and I would eat lunch before heading to Westerbeck Ranch. I miss the ranch. I don’t want to buy a car. I do want another retreat. 
- I don’t know any of these parents. 
- Can I make this fun? 
- “Aren’t you the parents of that superstar football player?” We laugh. 
- So interesting to watch these plays—musicals that I watched as a child—with the understanding I have now as an adult. 
